Somehow I don't like it when some of my journey to be considered as ' berjuang '. My mom says, "berjuang" everytime we talked about some moments when I let go of something to get something else bigger. She says this repeatedly, even after I show an uncomfortable face. It just doesn't feel right. I don't think that everything she said is worth to be considered as a fight or battle. Am I ever sacrifice something precious to me? Yes. Am I do it under pressure? Not always. Am I feel lost after 'pays' something I want? No. Am I trying super hard until get into fight or flight mode? Not for something I choose, not for something my mom always talk to. And then I asked myself, why am I feel uncomfortable for what my mom said? I have my own definition for 'berjuang' means. It's like putting all of my own strength into something that makes me cracked, so much pain, barely to get up or even walk, drained energy , for something quiet normal for o...